So many questions, so few answers.

Published on January 14, 2013 in Me and Rant. 11 Comments

Image/Evan Tetreault.

Anyone who knows me knows that I’m an extreme overthinker. It stresses people out. And when they stress out, I stress out more. To be honest, I worry a lot more when people tell me to stop worrying or that I worry too much, but that’s a whole other story. It’s tiring to think so much. It probably sounds stupid but it is actually exhausting, and it’s easy for people to tell you not to just ‘stop thinking’ but you know what? Shut up, it doesn’t work like that. It’s not that easily controlled okay so leave me alone! *slams door, runs to room crying*

Current fears/worries/questions aka ‘It is difficult to be Katherine Lowe sometimes’:

  1. At what age will I no longer be able to eat what I want and do little to no exercise and still fit my clothes? How much more of the good life do I have left? Is it downhill from here?
  2. I’ve been in the sun a lot this past couple of weeks, am I going to get skin cancer?
  3. Am I going to peel?
  4. How tan is too tanned?
  5. Am I going to be covered in freckles when I’m older?
  6. Will I be super WRINKLY when I’m older?
  7. I paid off half my GST bill ages ago and I think I paid the other half later on, but I’m not sure. It’s possible I still owe money. Do I still owe money?
  8. How much is it going to cost to get my boots repaired at Gemmels?
  9. My mom went away and asked me to water her plants. I left the sprinkler system on by accident for like, 10 hours. Did I overwater her passionfruit plant? If so, how long until it dies/do I have to live before she kills me?
  10. At what point does a hill become a mountain? What’s the difference?
  11. Is having a blog turning me into a self-centered bitch?
  12. Is it possible to have a fashion blog and not feel like a hypocrite or like I’m contributing to huge problems in society?
  13. Am I going to end up one of those 40-something year old single women with no friends and heaps of cats? (Legitimate fear, even though I don’t really like cats.)
  14. Is brazillian waxing every 5-6 weeks too much?
  15. Is brazillian waxing an inappropriate subject to talk about on my blog?
  16. Why am I always so worried about whether people like me or not?
  17. Where can I buy a skinny gold leather belt from?
  18. Is it possible for one to become less intelligent over time? I like to think I’m pretty good in the English and Maths department (#humblebrag) but the other day I tried to do a ‘Medium’ difficulty Sudoku puzzle and it took way longer than usual.
  19. I have never had a car crash. Why does everyone keep telling me I’m a bad driver? Am I a bad driver?
  20. Are those stretch marks on my hips?!
  21. I’ve pitched a project for the end of the month. So far, no confirmation as to whether the other party wants to go ahead or not. Do they want to? If so, when am I going to find out? Will I have enough time to prepare?
  22. Is my only living grandparent going to die soon?
  23. Why am I so untrusting?
  24. Is it bad to wear contact lenses for at least 15 hours a day?
  25. Am I a bad person?
  26. Are the remnants of the scrapes that I received swimming into the side of a pool the other week (I know. I don’t want to talk about it.) going to scar?
  27. Do I talk about my exes too much?
  28. Do I eat too much ice-cream?
  29. Why do people never know that I’m joking?
  30. Will people think this post is funny? Or will they not get it and think I’m an asshole? Am I an asshole?
  31. Why do I care so much?
  32. How much money is in my bank account?
  33. Is it too cloudy to shoot an outfit post today?
  34. Is it normal to think this much?
  35. Do I need to see my shrink?

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